HOPE FROM DESPAIR

"It’s been a while that it has been thundering,

Its been a while for this storm,

its been a while that I am trembling,

Its been a while that I haven't felt warm...

It was a terrible night,

I was out with him,

Even without the stars, it seemed so bright,

But suddenly it turned out to be a nightmare, than a dream...

It started off like just another romantic date,

We were holding hands,

I didn't had an idea that I had such bad fate,

The Satan had entered my fairyland...

I never thought that it was going to be like this,

It didn't really seem so bad,

And then he showed me the true face of his,

The devil was wearing the mask of a good lad...

The proposal had been done,

I was as happy as i could be,

And then his dark motives shone,

As the devil forced himself upon me...

I was in pain,

Seeing me like that he had a sadistic smile,

All my efforts to throw him away were in vain,

He seemed to be some merciless canine...

I was helpless,

He was stronger than me,

The man I loved turned out to be ruthless,

So I just waited for him to finish me...

He just left me there, on the ground,

I was too weak to stand,

My spun round and round,

But still there was no helping hand...

I wanted to tell this to someone,

But suddenly all words fell short,

I was left all alone,

I felt I wasn't worth anything at all...

I thought it was me that I should blame,

After all I blindly trusted him,

Suddenly all reasons to smile seemed to be lame,

everything seemed to be so grim...

Then came an Angel,

She took me out of it,

She made me feel special,

She pulled me out of that dark pit...

Now I do think positively,

But the feeling of love is far away,

Life does seem to be lonely,

But I hope to find out a way!!